Drinking Malt Liquor To Fall Asleep

I had big plans tonight: drink beer, listen to the Celtics game streamed online. I came home, drank one beer, started listening to the game and then fell asleep. I woke up with just enough time to hear the Celtics come back from 6 down to tie and then lose on foul shots with .01 seconds left on the clock. Good job, guys.

So, it's 10:30 p.m. and I can't sleep. I have 3 days left of my mid 20's and this is how I'm spending it: drinking so I can fall asleep after sleeping to sports radio. Let's just fast forward to a 65 year old version of me who prays for a failing liver because his ex wife is dead and his grown kids won't return his calls. It'd save us all some time and complaining.

I need to start a band. God bless Cole, but I don't think Troubadour is a band. We don't practice, we don't write songs. I need to start writing songs. I need to find people to jam with. I keep telling myself it is due to a lack of practice space. And that could be so. But I don't know, if the right people were involved it wouldn't matter. Troubadour might have some big shows lined up, but I almost feel like saying "nope, not going to do em." I am not putting myself out there on a limb anymore for shit like this.

I'm kinda sick of being this negative. I think I was in a good mood a few days ago. But I don't remember. Maybe it's the Mickey's. After the holidays I'm getting my solo project lined up and in effect. Done bitching for now. I love you all.

Oh, go here: http://www.daytrotter.com/article/1107/a-black-lung-a-black-heart-a-black-beauty

Later.