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Yeah, that last post was kind of a downer. But it was how I was feeling at the time and I just felt like being brutally and maybe embarrassingly honest. And to tell you the truth, I felt so much better the next morning. I think it was the next night I was sitting on my kitchen counter top, drinking a beer, reading a book, and listening to music really loudly and I just kinda realized that this is okay, everything is alright. Kevin called about half an hour into that realization and we talked for over an hour. It was a good talk. I've been having a lot of good phone conversations with friends lately; Ben, Lindsey, Kevin, Brooks, Dori, Shawn, Kat, to name a few or all of them. All of them except Dori (though she is soon to join their ranks) live far away. I love these people so on one hand it's a bummer that they do all live far away, but on another hand it makes me feel nice that we still keep in touch and we are still close.

I don't know, I've lived up here for a year and a half now (??) and I still don't feel like I have anymore than 3 close friends, soon to be 2 when Dori leaves.

I'm listening to the Celtics game on the radio... it's halftime and the commentators are talking about March of the Penguins. Sorry, that was a bit distracting.

But anyhow, whatever. I'm a homebody by design. Yesterday I barely left my bed, watched 4 or 5 movies and it was great. Felt justified in doing nothing since the night before I had gone out and actually stayed out until after 2 a.m. Went to the "last ever" show at the Organ Haus. Saw Pukers, Andy Spore's new band. There was actually a mosh pit. Sarah Johnson melted my privates off. I got a beer dumped on my head. I had a really good time.

Today, I'm going to finish listening to the game, play some guitar, get some label shit organized. January 12th is less than a month away. We're going to try and have 4 releases come out that night. Wish me luck. If you want to play at the record release show/party, let me know. Talk to you soon.